Skillet(:

Im awake Im alive now I know what I believe inside now its my time and Ill do what I want cause this is my life. Here, right now Ill stand my ground and never back down. I know what I believe inside IM AWAKE AND IM ALIVE. Waking up, waking up. Waking up, WAKING UP!

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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I tollldddd her!

So today i totally told off the girl whos rude to me. she like said she was bout to cry but i told her to get over it. i wish shed get over herself. anywayz. its snowing quite a bit outside. lol. no school tomorrow(: but my biggest news is that my friend Ray who was sposed to move to Florida...isnt moving. im super glad!!!!! hahahaha. nobody is skyping me ): Lol. V8 commercials are stupid BTW. anywho. ima txt ppl(:

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sorry...i didnt feel like editting...

umm winter sports dance is saturday. im super excited especially since taylar decided to go. lotsa ppl will be at my house saturday...getting ready to have a great time. today i went to an art museum. it was pretty amazing. but the mummies were creepy. i passed this theater and i decided to txt alec and tell him hed act there one day...because im sure he will. he got his varsity letter, and is really glad. im happy for him. knew he could do it. i had a dream that he sat in front of the moon...i think it was trying to tell me that you can achieve all your dreams. in fact i think i will paint it. i have the image in my head. i really would love to paint it on this canvas at Michaels. its like 5 foot by 5 foot. lol. i also wish i could oil paint...so far im only using acrylics. my lil sis is a brat BTW. i miss anna, my lover, shes in town but im not so i wont be seeing her until she comes bak. my bro moved back in! im glad he wants to get his life on track. this is soooooo random and im sure my english teacher would shoot me considering im not spelling correctly, using good grammar, or using complete sentences. hahahaha. so since i got my phone ive txted alot of people. but its slowed down lately. i think people like emily, rayshawn and alec are tired of hearing from me. which is too bad bc i have alot to tell them...i guess...lol. wow im writting alot. but im just typing whatever comes to my mind. my dad just drank all my tea. i wish i had a dr. pepper. oh...im watching football. but who isnt? the superbowl is coming soon!!!! but seriously i care more about the jays then any of them. winter sports........hmmm i just cant wait. one whole week though ): and i have a ton of algebra2 homework! i had the flu for 3 days and got behind :/

oh well...thats life. taylar wrote a sad poem about her gma. i hope their situation straightens up! oh btw i got new fake hair. its red. blood red. in fact stewart asked if my hair was bleeding...haha funny kid. dude i wish i had a facebook!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr! jtlyk NEVER say ur glad someone is txting u...because they wont reply. lmbo. yes i said B! hahaha long story. wow i love my friends...they r so funny. SHOUT OUTS: betsie...i love u lots! @ i love u unless youre rude! the person in my english class...i dont like u so lay off and stop trying to be rude to me. uve already "won" you are more popular but i promise that i have a better relationship with the friends i do have. im not fake to all the many people i talk to like u. and i dont appreciate how u roll ur eyes if i mention God monday through thursday but sunday and friday youre all over him sayin "Jesus loves you" i know but u obviously are fake to God too but remember that hes the one person that actually always realizes it. have a great life with the stupid people that think youre worth their time...
alec...i miss talkin to my bud! wish we had class together! Ray, man ur dumb but i love ya like a bro anywayz!!!!!!!! mason youre cool...and i think we will prolly b friends all through high school...korean! haha. nywayz. have a good night people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

complaints and such

Hey there. so i just wanna say that i really get tired of people being fake and stupid. its like dont tell me what i already know and dont say somethin i cud care less about. some people need to learn that they arent God and they can shut their mouth any time cuz i dont care. and seriously if i have a problem ill tell u...dont ask because then i am mad. LOL. so now that im done complaining. i really wanna learn the song rest by nevertheless on the piano but i cant find the sheet music :(
and i went to a skillet concert btw. it was so amazing i cudnt even grasp the fact that i was there like 5 feet from john cooper and tobymac. wow...and i really wanna say how great God really is for giving me a family that doesnt abuse me and can let m do fun things like see the greatest rock band on earth. as of right now all me n my friends are cool. umm sometimes they make me mad but now that we r freshmen we try n get over our differences bc were all tired of drama and dont wanna start our own :/
i have like a TON of hw. i hate geometry. its dumb and is alot of work. dude im listenin to my fav song! :)
im SOOO RANDOM! hahaha
oh i wanna say im really thankful for my new friends like ray and mason but im also glad to be with old friends like alec, logan and even brayden. and i even get to see really old friends like ruby and cambrea. and i will always love and hopefully always know friends like taylar, carly, clarissa, brittany and ppl like that. ummmm i have a cell phone now! i got it the day before my bday and had it at a jays game...i went to homecoming this year...for the first time. it was so much fun...and on my bday. the jays did not make it past sectionals this year ): but i have high hopes for next year! i wanna wish the basketball team and wrestlers luck in their games/matches this season! ik lotsa ppl on the teams and want them all to go far in their sports dreams. speaking of wrestling: on the way home from my concert i was with anna and we decided to b good friends and stop somewhere to get alec's backpack so that he cud have had it last monday but when we got there they said they were shipping it and now he still doesnt have it which makes me angry but w/e we tried! i gave tay her present yesterday...a blakc christmas tree(: she loved it and thought it was ghetto...cuz it was. LOL. ummmm yeah wow ive said ALOT. hope u have nice holidays! (PS i didnt go back and edit this so excuse my spelling)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

A story-

i just made a story out of song titles...haha...it means nothing to me...purely fun-not to anyone-haha...its kinda long but its funny!

Baby-
When i look you in the eyes i realize that you and me belong together. dont forget ill do whatever it takes cuz i cant be tamed. it makes me mad that i never knew i needed you...if you only knew. Im sorry but your a pretty young thing and im burnin up for you baby. You make me smile cuz i know i was made to love you and i never want a life after you. you have all the right moves and u keep the light on for me even when im not your heroine; you have forgivness and love and im so glad you realized that every rose has its thorn since otherwise we'd be two more lonely people. But this is a liberty walk and we arent ridin solo...cant you feel the love tonight? when i look at you little wonders pop up like seriously you should have killed me when you had the chance but i guess you decided you'd always remember december. even before the storm you've never been afraid to play my music. there are no butterflies here, only fireflies in this vanilla twilight. A little bit longer will always be and if it means alot to you ill be sure to listen when you say "Don't stop believing". what hurts the most is knowing my wish for everyone to have someone with a heart like memphis wont come true because some people lie there watching airplanes, not knowing when to let go and have a little bit of life. And the older i get i realize having my savior is better that drugs...i hope people remember that in this party in the USA. this has been quite the climb but i know ill have your whispers in the dark forever. Always be my baby...never say its over, just leave out all the rest. in the end people will say to themselves "that should be me" and "i wanna belive i can fly". But hey its time for me to say goodbye just know im never leavin your beautiful soul-you belong with me.

HI THERE!

wow my picture on here is soooo old so ima have to change it. i was gonna go to the freshman football game tonight but i think its canceled...? not sure. I'm having a party Friday and i hope everyone can come...that means ajahne better get to persuading! her dad might not let her go b/c her math grade is low...yeah, already. haha. umm were gonna swim and eat and have a great time...DRUG AND ALCOHOL FREE! I'm not tryin to be a stick in the mud but i get really really disappointed when i find out what some of my friends have done just to "have fun" well I'm gonna prove that there are better ways! you know, i might even make a video for YouTube! hahahaha...and the funniest part is that I'm wearing a DARE shirt right now. LOL. yeah well stupid people aren't txting me back so it irritating me. well i better check the weather to determine whether or not i go to the game! byebye! love ya!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

oh yeah...PE update

so we had this sub for like IDK umm 5 PE days...he was AWFUL!!! ok so yeah a few days he let us slack a lil on warm ups but he was always mad about something. i thing he needs to buy bigger underwear cuz they were always in a twist! haha...cheezy...anywho...when coach Berendt got back today everyone was soooo happy! he may work us harder but thats so much better than a snobby guy. we are now runnig for 3 min walking for 4 min and sometimes we mix it up a lil bit...its ok somedays and others it drags on and on and on. but yeah...thats PE for yah! this is the last week though so its all good! haha.

ByeBye Braces!

Today...i got my braces off! my teeth look AMAZING!!! haha...right now im talking to Alec cuz he still has my bracelet that i made him hold on graduation. LOL...